这个故事基于真实的事件 （本字幕从英文字幕翻译而来） This story is based on actual events
无辜者/无辜的人 2016 THE INNOCENTS
波兰，1945年12月 Poland, December 1945
姐姐，姐姐！ Sister, Sister!
有钱吗？ - 带我去找个医生。 Got money? - Take me to a doctor.
给我10块 Give me 10 zlotys.
没钱。 - 能给我点其他的东西也行。 No money. - I'll help if you give me something.
这行吗？ 不是波兰或俄国医生 Will this do? Not a Polish or Russian doctor.
好的。 All right.
那个修女是谁? What's that nun?
那么，你乐意离开吗？ So, happy to be leaving?
让我们准备下一次出发吧。 Let's prepare the next departure.
你看到这边有盘尼西林吗？ Do you see any penicillin here?
没有了，一点也没有了。 No, there's none left.
所有的都在这儿了。 This is all we have.
你是为自己找的吗？ - 太有趣了。 Are you pinching it for yourself? - Very funny.
大夫。。。 - 我忙着呢。 Doctor... - I'm busy right now.
我们需要你来一下。 We need you in here.
我需要帮助。 - 我听不懂 I need help. - I don't understand.
一个生病的女人，波兰人。 Sick woman... Polish.
这儿只有法国人。 Only French here.
她会死的。 She'll die.
那个女人要死了。 Woman going to die.
快去波兰红十字 Go to the Polish Red Cross.
我不明白。 帮帮我。 I don't understand. Help me.
波兰红十字。 - 不!求您了！ The Polish Red Cross. - No! I beseech you!
对不起。。。 I'm sorry...
帮帮我！ - 那个波兰人，行吗？ Help me! - The Polish, all right?
切断。 Cut it.
很好 That's good.
搞定了 Finish up.
这是谁？ Who is this?
一个大夫。 所以我才担心。 - 去你自己的房间 A doctor. I was worried. - Go to your cell.
你说法语吗？ Do you speak French?
是的，我会讲法语。 Yes, I speak French.
你是医生吗？ - 我为红十字工作。 Are you a doctor? - I work with the Red Cross.
我是修女 玛利亚 I'm Sister Maria.
这是我们的院长。 雅德维加院长。 This is our Abbess, Mother Jadwiga Oledzka.
玛提尔德 必有里。 Mathilde Beaulieu.
她这样很久了吗？ -从昨天开始的。 Has she been like this long? - Since yesterday.
她家人抛弃了她。 Her family threw her out.
我们悄悄的把她带进来的。 出于慈善。 We've secretly taken her in out of charity.
不要害怕，我发誓会保密的。 Fear not, I'm sworn to silence.
那是必须的吗？ -你知道有其他方法吗？ Is that necessary? - Do you know another way?
停下！ Stop it.
不！ - 不要抵抗！ No! - Stop resisting!
是一个臀位的婴儿。 我不得不动手术。 It's a breech baby. I'll have to operate.
她说什么？ - 没事的。 What did she say? - It'll be fine.
找神父来！ -冷静。 Fetch the priest! - Calm down.
灯 The lamp.
拿着这些 Hold these.
我明天会带一些盘尼西林过来 I'll bring some penicillin tomorrow.
谢谢了，可是不需要了。 我们的草药医生有我们需要的药 Thank you, but no need. Our herbalist has what we need.
我想看一下。 没有并发症。 I want to check there are no complications.
为什么不呢？ 只是个简单的请求 Why not? It's a simple request.
对你来讲很简单，但是对我们不简单。 Simple for you, but not for us.
如果妈妈和孩子死了。 你同样需要负责任 If the mother and baby die,you'll be responsible too.
Can I come back tomorrow or not? 我明天是否可以回来？
一早就得回来 Come back at Lauds.
早祷告的时候 The dawn prayer.
当他们祷告时，我会放你进来。 - 好的 While they pray, I'll let you in. - All right.
你好！ Hello.
原谅我！ Forgive me.
你现在在这儿？ You're here now?
钳子 Pliers.
我和你说话呢，钳子 I'm talking to you. Pliers.
你刚睡醒吗? You just woke?
这很糟糕，真的很糟！ This is bad, really bad.
压紧钳 Compress.
你怎么通宵没睡吗？ What were you up to all night?
加斯帕尔德帮我做剩下的工作。 你去喝点咖啡或一点肾上腺素。 Gaspard will finish. Get some coffee or a shot of adrenaline.
去睡觉吧， 你没事了。 Go and sleep. You're no use.
我有失眠症。 -你有失眠症？ I had insomnia. - You have insomnia?
从什么时候开始的？ Since when?
你可以走了 Off you go.
走吧 Go.
加斯帕德，压紧钳 Gaspard, compress.
你忘记了我们的生命再也不属于我们了 You forget our lives no longer belong to us.
我知道你很悲伤 I know you've been sad
自从上帝召唤我们这些修女 两个月前 since God summoned our sister two months ago.
但是悲伤没有借口 But grief is no excuse.
姐妹，你已经破了我们的一条戒律- 服从 Sister, you've broken one of our rules,that of obedience.
并且不是第一次了 And not for the first time.
原谅我，院长嬷嬷 Forgive me, Mother.
我以前已经原谅了你，现在我也会原谅你 I've forgiven you before.And I forgive you now.
不要再挑战我们的耐心 Do not try our patience again.
你将在你的小屋呆一周，并且是沉默誓言 You'll stay a week in your cell and take a vow of silence.
乔安娜修女会给你食物，就这样吧 Sister Joanna will bring your meals. That's all.
你被看到了吗？ -我谁也没碰到 Were you seen? -I didn't meet anyone.
我需要去看伤口 I'll need to see the scar.
让她去看伤口 Let her see the scar.
不。。。 No...
告诉她让我处理 Tell her to let me.
姐妹，让她处理一下 Sister, let her.
我不能 I can't.
一天内使用两次抗生素 Use the antiseptic twice daily.
我可以看孩子吗？ May I see the baby?
他不在这儿。 -什么？ He's no longer here. - What?
我们的嬷嬷带走了他。给索菲亚的姨妈了 Our Mother took him to Zofia's aunt.
难道不是她的家庭抛弃了她？ -是的，她父母 Hadn't her family rejected her? - Her parents, yes.
但是她姨妈是信徒，并且有很多孩子 But her aunt is pious and has many children.
她会照看孩子的 She'll look after him.
姐妹？ Sister?
安娜修女！ Sister Anna!
姐妹。。。 Sister...
不 No.
我不想 I don't want to.
我不想死 I don't want to die.
姐妹，你走吧 Sister, leave us.
到我办公室来见我 Join me in my office.
跟我来 Follow me.
我们被德国人迫害，然后俄国人来了 We were persecuted by the Germans,then the Russians arrived.
对我们，他们什么时候。。。 For us, when they...
闯入我们修道院，那是。。。 burst into our convent, it was...
一个可怕的噩梦 an indescribable nightmare.
只有上帝能让我们挺下去 Only God's help will allow us to overcome it.
他们在这儿呆了好多天 They stayed here for days.
像那样的情况的（怀孕的）有多少人？ How many are in that condition?
7个 Seven.
不，现在是6个，索菲亚修女。。 No, six now that Sister Zofia...
上帝也帮不上忙 God's help won't be enough.
我们在Providence的控制下 We're in the hands of Providence.
你需要一些授权 You need someone qualified.
我可以派一个波兰红十字会助产士 I can send a Polish Red Cross midwife.
如果你这样做，我们修道院会被关闭的 If you do that,our convent will be shut down.
如果我们被赶走了，我们这儿的女孩子会被羞辱 If we're evicted,our girls will be objects of shame.
人们知道后 People will find out.
他们会抛弃她们，很多女孩子会死掉 Everyone will reject them. Many will die.
我的责任是保护我们的秘密 My duty is to protect our secret.
她们的分娩会在。。。 - 我们会提供帮助 They'll give birth in... - We'll help.
你说过那些了 You already said that.
她们会去天堂的，对她们来说很好 They'll go to Heaven. Good for them.
但是我更关心生命 But I care about life.
谁也不能进入这个修道院 No one will enter this convent.
好的 All right.
我会汇报给我的上司 I'll report to my superiors.
小姐。。。 Miss...
我们的嬷嬷同意， - 我要找某人 Our Mother agrees. - I'll look for someone.
不，非你不可 No, it has to be you.
我在帮助处理一个紧急事件，但是。。。 - 只能是你！ I helped in an emergency, but... - It must be you!
或者谁也不需要 Or no one.
这里是去截肢患者 - 我们的失误 Here's to the amputees -and our failures.
和我说话，你什么也不说 Talk to me. You never say anything.
不说话的女孩儿。。。 And girls who never say anything...
很少见 are a real rarity.
典型的男人的谈话 Typical man talk.
我只是没什么可说罢了 I just have nothing to say.
在家里，我们不能在吃饭时说话 At home,we couldn't talk at dinner
别的地方也不行 or anywhere else.
天主教家庭。。。 A Catholic family...
上流社会。。。独生女 Upper-class...An only daughter.
才不是的。 一个工人阶级家庭 Not at all. A working-class family.
顽固的共产主义父母 Die-hard Communist parents.
好的。。 OK...
他们资助我的学业 They funded my studies
当我离家之后到这里，她们感到很失望 and when I left to come here,they felt let down.
你看，只要你愿意，你并不是无话可说 You see,you're not so silent when you want.
这是伏特加。你的方法奏效了 It's the vodka. Your plan's working.
我说的够多了。 你的情况呢？ Enough about me. What about you?
我。。。 Me...
一个优越的上流社会家庭 A fine upper-class family.
显然不是虔诚的教徒 Obviously not very Catholic.
我们不是律师或医生 We were either lawyers or doctors.
并且由于我不喜欢哗众取宠，我选择了学医 And since I hate claptrap,I chose medicine.
他们以你为傲吗？ - 是的 They're proud of you? - They were.
他们死在了贝尔根—贝尔森（集中营），很幸运我是独生子 They died in Bergen-Belsen. Luckily, I'm an only son.
我40年离开伦敦，但不是从自由区 I left for London in '40, but not via the Free Zone.
正是这个救了我 That's what saved me.
这结束后我不想回法国 I won't return to France after this.
我可以去我想去的地方 I can go where I want.
我是自由的 I'm free.
你不想吗？ Aren't you?
对此你不恶心吗? Don't you get sick of it?
死气沉沉的气氛笼罩着我 That permanent stubborn air with me...
足够凄惨了 Enough doom and gloom.
来吧！ Come on!
就是这样 This is it.
我会和你一起 I'll come with you.
晚安 Good night.
我不想。 - 我也不想 I don't want to. - Me neither.
我理解。 - 我也是 I mean it. - So do I.
什么？ What?
你太老了。 魅力。。。。 You're too old. - Charming...
不要发出声音 Not so loud.
你第一次没有说 You didn't say that the first time!
不是的。我虽然丑，但我不老 It's not true. I may be ugly, but I'm not old.
不，你并不丑 No, you're not that ugly.
是吗？ Really?
到这边。 - 什么？ Come here. - What?
过来 Come here.
我认为是挑逗，你知道的 I take that as encouragement,you know.
小心！ Careful!
帮我！ - 怎么帮你？ Help me! - How?
帮帮我！ Help me!
我不能帮你 - 帮我！ I can't help you. - Help me!
你在床上会越来越好的 The more time passes,the better you are in bed.
共产党就是这样。 - 噢，拜托。。 Communists are like that. - Oh, please...
不要统战了 No propaganda.
在你看来 In your opinion,
新政府会如何处理波兰教堂？ how will the new regime treat the Polish Church?
你到底在关心什么？ What the hell do you care?
你对波兰教堂很感兴趣吗？ The Polish Church interests you?
我只是问问 I'm just asking.
我希望他们会摧毁它们。 I hope they'll piss it off.
并且不仅是教堂，人也是 And not just the Church,the people too.
那样不太仁慈啊 That's not very kind.
波兰人对你做什么了？ What have the Poles done to you?
我和他们势不两立 I can't stand them.
他们从俄国人和德国人那里得到他们想要的 They got what they deserved with the Russians and the Germans.
你太尖刻了。 - 也许我有自己的原因 You're very bitter. - Maybe I have my reasons.
只有一个波兰人是我喜欢的，在华沙犹太区 The only Poles I like were in the Warsaw ghetto.
一个也没有留下了 There's not one of them left.
妈的，我的房东，如果他们听到我就麻烦了 Shit, my landlords. I'm in trouble if they heard us.
如果你同意，我们将忽略他们 If you agree, we're going to ignore them.
那。。 There...
这些可怕的事件使我不能再坚定我的信仰 I can no longer reconcile my faith with these terrible events.
上帝啊，我能想象自己会成为谁的神圣新娘啊 God, of whom I still consider myself to be the divine bride,
尽管如此也想要这些 nonetheless wanted this.
你想要这些吗 Wanted it?
如果像这样的话，说明他想要这些 If it happened, that means He wanted it.
我们永远无法知道上帝想要什么 We cannot know what God wants.
唯一真实的是他的爱 The only truth is His love.
这辈子那些已经强迫我。。。 And this life that has been forced into me...
不久的将来也如此。。。 that will soon come forth...
他想要我如何处理这个 what does He want me to do with it?
我们一起跪下，姐妹 Let's kneel, Sister.
我们祈祷吧 We're going to pray.
这是我们唯一的慰籍 It's our only consolation.
你姨妈认为这个孩子是上帝赐予她的一个礼物 Your aunt took the child as a gift from God.
她会视为己出 She will love him as her own.
我知道这是一个严酷的考验 I know this is a harsh ordeal.
但它可以强化你的信仰和你的呼唤 But it can strengthen your faith and your calling.
教会仍然没有找到任何人可以替代原来的皮亚赛基神父 The diocese still hasn't found anyone to replace the late Father Piasecki.
至于宣誓仪式 As for the vows ceremony,
我已经延期了2次，不能再次延期了 I've postponed it twice.I cannot do it again.
仪式会推迟到2个月后 The ceremony will be held two months from now.
在此期间，你们中的某些人将被那个年轻女人检查 In the meantime, some of you will be examined by the young woman
谁在掌握法国红十字会的任务 who is here with the French Red Cross mission.
她会帮助你，你必须信任她。 She will help you.You must trust her.
如果仪式在春季，我们可以告诉我们的父母吗？ If the ceremony is in spring,can we tell our parents?
当然可以 Of course!
姐妹，让我们回到我们的工作吧 Sisters, let's return to our duties.
姐妹。。。。 Sisters...
谁第一个去？ Who will go first?
我怕极了，你呢？ I'm scared, aren't you?
她可以躺下了 She can lie down.
躺下吧，姐妹 Lie down, Sister.
很好。她可以穿上衣服了 Everything's fine.She can get dressed.
不 No.
她没必要担心，我只需要检查婴儿的体位 She mustn't be afraid, I'll just check the baby's position.
别担心。我们看看孩子是否健康 Don't be afraid. It's to see if the baby's all right.
我不想下地狱 I don't want to go to Hell.
她担心诅咒 She fears damnation.
对外面的世界来说这似乎令人费解 It may seem incomprehensible to the outside world...
不管发生了什么，我们必须坚守我们贞洁的誓言 Despite what has happened,we must still respect our vow of chastity.
我知道他们被侮辱了 I know they've been abused.
我要帮助他们，告诉我怎么做 I'm here to help. Tell me how.
这太难了 It's not easy.
我们不允许坦露自己的身体 We're not allowed to show our bodies.
并且也不能被触及。那是罪过 And even less be touched. It's a sin.
我冒着风险来到这儿 I took risks to come here.
我们是否可以假设当我检查他们的时候上帝不在？ Can't we set God aside while I examine them?
你不能假设上帝不在 You don't set God aside.
So what use am I? 那我来有什么用？
我会试着和她们谈谈 I'll try talking to them.
停！苏联军队！ Halt! Soviet army!
把她弄出去！ Get her out!
证件！ Papers!
快点！ Come on!
我是一个法国医生。 - 她是法国人 I'm a French doctor. - She's French.
搜她，你，搜查一下货车 Search her. You, search the van.
我们走！ Let's go!
帮他们检查 Help them search.
让我看一下 Let me take a look.
你很漂亮，你知道的 You're beautiful, you know.
太棒了！ Bravo!
你太漂亮了！ You're so beautiful!
住手！ Stop!
啊。。。 Yeah...
住手！ Stop!
她喜欢这个！ She loves it!
过一边儿去 Step aside.
这会很疯狂，我想她想要我们所有人上 This'll be wild,I think she wants us all.
这儿怎么了？ What's going on here?
滚开！ Get away!
滚到你的位置！ Get back to your posts!
长官同志。。。 - 她的证件！ Comrade officer... - Her papers!
你在这儿干啥？ What are you doing here?
什么？ What?
法国红十字会？ The French Red Cross?
好吧 All right.
你可以走了 You can go.
调头， 你不能走这儿. Turn back. You can't go this way.
明白吗？ Understand?
快，调头！ Go on, turn back!
怎么了？ 退回去！ What's wrong? Back up!
在这儿谁也不能找你麻烦 No one will bother you here.
我会告诉院长 I'll let the Abbess know.
跑!快！ Run! Hurry!
快点！跑！ Quick! Run!
离开这儿！ Get out of here!
玛利亚，照顾她们 Maria, look after them.
你必须照顾他们。走吧 You must look after them. Go on.
你们两个，去那边！ You two, that way!
你们在藏匿敌人 You're hiding enemies of the people.
我们没有藏任何人。我们会搜查 We're not hiding anyone. We'll check.
你没有权利。 -我们看一下 You have no right. - We'll see.
搜查这里！ Check there!
还有厨房！ And the kitchen!
来吧，快点！ Come on, hurry it up!
跟我来。 - 神父，我说了跟我来！ Follow me. - Faster, I said!
这没人。搜查其它房间 There's no one here. Check the other rooms.
不要这样 Don't do that.
他们是否知道修道院在隔离？ Do they know the convent is in quarantine?
斑疹伤寒。一种传染病 Typhus. An epidemic.
她说什么？ -斑疹伤寒？ What's she saying? - Typhus?
是的。 -她撒谎 Yes. - She's lying.
这儿没有什么斑疹伤寒 There is no typhus.
我们不得不撤离这里。 -这是一种传染病 We have to get out of here. - It's very contagious.
为什么你没有通知当局？ Why didn't you alert the authorities?
回答我！ Answer me!
我怎么知道这是真的假的？ How can I know if it's the truth?
他们可以去医务室看看 They can come to the infirmary.
你们可以去医务室看看 You can go to the infirmary.
我们去医务室吗？ - 才不去呢！ We go to the infirmary? - No way!
我们走！ We're leaving.
嬷嬷 Mother.
我累了 I'm tired.
我能做啥? Can I do anything?
你不舒服吗？ Are you unwell?
感谢你的。。。沉着镇定 Thank you for your... presence of mind.
她也。。。 Was she also...
我需要给她做检查 I'll need to examine her.
她永远也不会让你做 She'll never let you.
她宁可自己忍受 She'd rather put up with her ordeal.
难道不是罪过？ Isn't pride a sin?
她是我们的嬷嬷 She's our Mother.
我们不能评论她，只能服从她 We cannot judge her,but merely obey her.
原谅我 Forgive me.
但是我祈祷很多，仍然找不到任何安慰 However much I pray,I cannot find any consolation.
每天，我会重新经历发生的一切。 每一天 Every day, I relive what happened.Every day.
我还能闻到他们身上的臭味 I still smell the stench of them.
他们回来了3次 They came back three times.
每次，他们。。。 Each time, they...
他们还不如杀了我们 They should have killed us.
真是奇迹，他们居然没有杀我们 It's a miracle they didn't.
谢谢你 Thank you.
我比别人已经算幸运了 I've been luckier than others.
我以前的生活中有过一个男人 And I'd already known a man in my former life.
但其他大部分姐妹还都是处女 Most of my sisters were virgins.
但她们谁也没有丧失信仰？ But none have lost their faith?
你知道的，信仰。。。 You know, faith...
起初，你像一个孩子 At first, you're like a child
握着父亲的手，感觉很安全 holding your father's hand,feeling safe.
然而那一刻还是来了 Then a time comes —
我想它总会来的 and I think it always comes —
当你父亲撒手走开 when your father lets go.
你迷失了，独自一人在黑暗中 You're lost,alone in the dark.
你哭了，但没人理你 You cry out, but no one answers.
即使你有所准备 Even if you prepare for it,
你仍然措手不及 you're caught unawares.
它伤透了你的心 It hits you right in the heart.
这是我们配带的十字架 That's the cross we bear.
在所有欢乐背后是十字架 Behind all joy lies the cross.
玛提尔德！ Mathilde!
不要丢下我们，求您了！ Don't abandon us, please!
上帝保佑你 God bless you.
上帝保佑你的一切 God bless you for everything.
对不起 - 够了！ I'm sorry. - Enough!
我不需要任何道歉 I don't need an apology.
你是听命于我的队伍的一员 You're part of a team under my orders.
如果你不遵守规矩， If you can't bend to discipline,
我会遣送你回家。 你希望这样吗？ I'll send you home. Maybe you want that?
不，长官， 我肯定不希望。 No, sir, definitely not.
你太有个性了，我应该关你禁闭 You're a real character. I should jail you.
长官，是这样的。。 Sir, it was...
你很幸运俄国人没有开枪杀了你 You're lucky the Russians didn't shoot you.
你应该远离那个区域 You keep away from that sector.
你忽略命令，你让我们车辆也不够用 You ignored orders.You left us a vehicle short.
你太鲁莽了！ You're totally reckless.
希望你能给我个报告。 你可以走了 I'll expect your report. You may go.
上校是一个右翼分子 The colonel is a right-winger.
事实上。。。 The thing is...
如果他发现你参加党会。。。 if he finds out you attend party meetings...
不要做蠢事 Don't be stupid.
太神奇了 Enough of all this mystery.
你一定要写好你的报告 Make sure your report is good.
我不希望你被送回家。 真是气死我了 I don't want you sent home.It would really piss me off.
您太善良了。 -我，善良？ You're kind. - Me, kind?
你了解我吗？ Don't you know me?
那真的让你产生错觉了？ Would it really upset you?
永远不要猜测什么 Don't go imagining things.
我意思是工作方面。你是一个优秀的助手 I mean work-wise. You're an excellent assistant.
我不希望失去你。 即便我知道你是一个共党分子 I don't want to lose you. Even if I know you're a Communist.
不是党员 Not a party member.
也许，但是你相信明天会更好 Maybe, but you believe in a brighter tomorrow.
我不得不相信。 - 是吗？ We have to believe. - Really?
什么？ What?
那后面隐藏的是什么？ What's hidden behind that forehead?
你不喜欢我的额头， -不是 My forehead doesn't interest you. - No.
那下面是什么？ What's beneath it does.
那下面什么也没有 There's nothing beneath it.
晚上想干啥? Any plans for tonight?
我要睡觉，我太累了 I need to sleep. I'm tired.
你这个可怜的骗子 You're a pitiful liar.
我以后不能白天来了。 我被监视了 I can't come by day anymore. I'm being watched.
你听 Have a listen.
不要用你的手 Without your hands.
它跳的多块！ It's beating so fast!
他们说胎心跳的快就是个女孩儿 They say a rapid heartbeat is a girl.
也许是个女儿 Probably a girl.
姐妹， 我们嬷嬷感觉不舒服了 Sister,our Reverend Mother feels unwell.
我得去看一下院长 I have to see the Abbess.
谢谢你，姐妹 Thank you, Sister.
你在法国有爱的人吗? Do you have a lover in France?
太多了。 - 真的？ Lots of them. - Really?
躺下 Lie down.
你太好奇了。 - 是的 You're very curious. - Yes, I am.
我有太多罪过。 我应受到最严厉的惩罚 I have many flaws.I deserve the harshest penance.
我从没如此虔诚 I've never had much faith.
因为这件事，我已经迷失了自我 And since this happened,I've lost the little I had.
我不能呆在这儿了 I shouldn't be here.
那你什么不离开呢？ So why don't you leave?
我无家可归 I have no family left,
除了那个送我来的刻薄的姨妈 apart from the bigoted aunt who sent me here.
送到这儿之后 After the delivery,
我要去找我的未婚夫，不管他在哪儿 I'll go to find my fiancé,wherever he may be.
你有未婚夫？ You have a fiancé?
是的，我一直想着他，但不能告诉别人 Yes, I keep thinking about him,but can't tell anyone.
我应受惩罚 I'd be punished.
是那个苏联士兵吗？ Is he the Russian soldier who got you in this condition?
他保护我不受其他人欺负 He defended me from the others.
他保护了我， 他甚至和别人打架 He protected me.He even fought them.
他阻止他们屠杀我们 He stopped them from killing us.
对不起。 你能和我来一下吗？ Excuse me. Can you come with me?
谢谢你 Thank you.
穿上衣服，去你自己的房间 Get dressed and go back to your cell.
嬷嬷，请让她给您做检查 Mother, let her examine you.
可以吗？ May I?
这里感染了。我需要做个化验确认一下 There are lesions.I'll do a test to be sure.
化验? A test?
是严重的梅毒 It's advanced syphilis.
我可以用药治疗一下 I can get the medicine to treat it.
我不需要你治疗 I don't need you to treat it.
几个孕妇同时分娩怎么办？ What if several births occur at once?
我明白，我很害怕出现那样的情况 I know.I'm scared of that happening.
谢谢你 Thank you.
我们已经怕了5年了 We've been scared for five years.
对于我们修女而言，战争的结束并不意味着恐惧的消失 For us nuns, the end of the war doesn't mean the end of fear.
新政府不会待见我们 The new regime won't do us any favors.
你呢？ And you?
你对你的人生感到恐惧吗？ Haven't you ever feared for your life?
我？ Me?
当我加入红十字会时，我还是个学生 When I joined the Red Cross team,I was still a student.
我在战火下扛着担架 I ended up carrying stretchers under fire
那时巴黎已经解放 when Paris was liberated.
对不起，我不止一次自暴自弃 Sorry, but I pissed myself more than once.
但我从不感到遗憾 But I've never regretted it.
我一直想着可以拯救生命 And I imagined I would save lives.
伊莲娜心情真好 Novice Irena is in a good mood.
小婴儿就这样出生了？ How can a baby arrive like that?
没有我们的意识？ Without us realizing?
只是基本的自我保护反应 An extreme defensive reaction.
婴儿在抵抗，但谁也猜不到他们到底在干啥 The body resists and no one can guess her condition,
即便妈妈也不能 not even the patient herself.
是否。。？ Could...
是否会有其他人？ Could there be others?
也许 Possibly.
我们接下来干啥？ What are we going to do?
我也不知道 How should I know?
我会告诉院长。 -现在不要打扰她 I'll notify the Abbess. - Don't disturb her now.
每一次分娩我都必须汇报给她 I have to inform her of each birth.
她要给婴儿们找到收养的人家 She takes the babies to the adopters.
我想她根本不知道新生儿有多脆弱 I don't think she realizes how fragile a newborn is.
这是我必须遵守的责任 It's my duty to obey.
你有更大的责任 You have a higher duty...
保护这个孩子的生命 Protecting this child's life.
我要对她撒谎吗？ - 不说就行了 I should lie to her? - Through omission.
不久。上天就会感谢你的 Not for long.Heaven will thank you.
对于一个没有信仰的人谈论天堂很简单 It's easy for a non-believer to talk of Heaven.
我得喂她了 We have to feed her.
姐妹 Sister...
路德维卡抛弃了她 Novice Ludwika rejected her.
你可以穿这个 - 是你的吗？ You can wear this. - Is it yours?
我来这儿前穿的衣服。 - 很漂亮 I arrived here in that dress. - It's pretty.
我那时很时髦 I was stylish then.
我喜欢男人，男人也喜欢我 I liked men and men liked me.
你感到后悔吗？ Don't you ever regret it?
信仰是24小时的疑虑和1分钟的希望 Faith is twenty-four hours of doubt and one minute of hope.
刚开始，我发现很难遵守这儿的规矩 At first,I found the discipline hard to take.
守贞也很难 Chastity too.
我知道幸福并不是我们追求的目标，可。。。 I know happiness isn't the goalthat we pursue but...
没有战争。。。 without the war...
没有恐怖的打击。。 without the horror that has struck us...
我可以说我很幸福 I could say I'm happy.
你很幸运 You're lucky.
难道你不是吗？ Aren't you?
我不知道 I don't know.
你缺少啥吗？ What are you lacking?
你想向我布道吗? You want to convert me?
这是一个诚实的问题 It's an honest question.
没人能真的回答那个问题 No one can really answer that.
没人在外面的世界 No one in the outside world.
有香烟吗？ Cigarette?
在这儿我不可能总能给你们带来好消息 I haven't always had good news for you here,
但是这个消息会让你们高兴 but this will delight you.
我们将在月末打包走人 We pack up and leave at the end of the month.
幸运的人会回到美好的古老的法国 The luckier ones will return to good old France.
其他人，包括我将转移到柏林 The others, me included,are transferred to Berlin,
去法国区 to the French sector.
不要问我问什么。我也不知道。这是命令 Don't ask me why. I have no idea.Those are the orders.
有问题吗？ Any questions?
-莱曼，你和我一起走吗 - Lehmann, you go with me.
不会，但也许我们的任务结束的太快了 It's not that, but perhaps it's too soon to end our mission.
你会想念它吗？ - 不会的，长官 Will you miss it? - No, sir.
我们是否治愈了所有的伤员？ - 是的 Have we recovered all our wounded? - Affirmative.
尽管苏联人一直骚扰，任务还是完成了 Despite Soviet harassment,mission accomplished.
现在满意吗？ -是的，长官 Satisfied now? - Yes, sir.
太令人伤心了 It's sad.
什么伤心了？ What's sad?
我们会在月底分道扬镳 We part ways at the end of the month.
你会回到你的家乡 You'll return to your folks
你只能如此的想念 that you must miss so much.
也许你不在乎。。。 Maybe you don't give a damn...
但是我不禁想到我们将无法再相见 but I can't help thinking we won't meet again.
我们可以写信。 -当然 We'll write. - Yes, of course.
明信片。。。 Postcards...
怎么了？ What's wrong?
你不喜欢明信片吗？ You don't like postcards?
抱歉 I'm sorry.
我从没看到过你哭，我从没想过你会哭 I've never seen you cry. I didn't think you could.
让我平复一下心情。。。是不是因为我们不得不离别？ Put my mind at rest...It's not because we have to part?
那么？ What then?
你可以相信我，你知道的 You can trust me, you know.
给我说说话吧 Talk to me.
没什么可说的 It's nothing.
保守秘密。 我要去跳舞了 Keep your secrets.I'm going to dance.
好重啊！ It's so heavy!
安静点 Stay calm.
马蒂尔德比尤利，拜托了，很紧要的事 Mathilde Beaulieu, please.It's urgent.
塞缪尔，我需要你 Samuel, I need you.
怎么了？ What's going on?
你只管听着。 -走吧 Just listen. - Come on.
我不是一个人来的 I haven't come alone.
不用害怕，我到这儿是帮你们的 Fear not, I'm here to help you.
这是塞缪尔医生 This is Dr. Samuel Lehmann.
是的，我是犹太人 Yes, I'm Jewish.
我们犹太人有一些幸存者 There are a few of us left.
好吧，病人在哪儿？ Now that's settled,where are the patients?
他会保密的 He'll keep your secret.
你会带来多少医生？ - 我不希望他来 How many doctors will you bring? - I wasn't expecting him.
你意识到这很危险吗？ Don't you realize the danger?
我们可以在这儿谈上一个小时 We can talk here for hours.
可是那些孕妇们在遭受痛苦，她很危险 Women are suffering and in danger.
我没有受过洗，我不想上天堂，但我是个医生 I'm not baptized, I won't go to Heaven,but I'm a doctor.
我不需要这些。 如果我们不受欢迎， I don't need this.If we're unwelcome,
直接告诉我们，我们会离开 say so and we'll leave.
我也这么想 That suits me.
如果有人能告诉我 If someone had told me
我应该停止转移波兰修女，当她们被俄国禽兽糟蹋时。。 I'd end up delivering Polish nuns knocked up by Soviet grunts...
这会持续多久？ How long will this last?
她们在随着钟声祈祷3次 They pray three times at the Angelus.
安静 Stay calm.
好吧 It's all right.
还没到时候 Not just yet.
告诉她做深呼吸 Tell her to keep breathing deeply.
来看一下路德维卡的孩子 Come and see Novice Ludwika's baby.
很正常 Everything's normal.
很漂亮，不是吗？ Pretty, isn't she?
她的名字叫海伦娜 Her name's Helena.
我给取得名字，她会接受洗礼的 That's the name I chose. She'll be baptized.
她的名字叫海伦娜 Her name's Helena.
我想你该走了 I think you have to go.
你能抱着她吗？ Can you hold her?
我明天会把她带到路德维卡家 I'll take her to Ludwika's family tomorrow.
然后告诉妈妈实情 And then I'll tell our Mother the truth.
到我办公室来 Come to my office.
坐下 Sit down.
请，比路德维卡更严厉的惩罚我吧 Please,punish me rather than Ludwika.
她没有撒谎，她甚至不知道她生了 She didn't lie,she isn't even aware she gave birth.
都是我的错。 -不是的 It's entirely my fault. - No.
你在向法国女人撒谎 You're lying for that French woman.
我得提防着她。 她会带来丑闻和混乱 I was right to be wary of her.She has brought scandal and disorder.
原谅我，但是丑闻和混乱已经在这儿了 Forgive me, but scandal and disorder were already here.
够了! Enough!
索菲亚修女？ Sister Zofia?
怎么了？ What's wrong?
我到处找她，可找不到。。。 I looked for her,but I couldn't find her...
谁？ - 帮我一下，姐妹 Who? - Help me, Sister!
我不明白 I don't understand.
我们得走了。 -去哪儿？ We have to go. - Where?
她会死的，海伦娜会死掉的 She'll die. Helena will die.
我们去你房间 Let's go to your cell.
恳求你向我打开通向你王国的大门， I beseech You to open the gates of Your kingdom to me,
给我勇气，走我自己选择的路。。 to give me the courage to follow the path I have chosen...
让我背负起这个沉重的十字架 to help me bear this heavy cross.
帮助我 Help me.
这里 Here.
我在给妈妈们准备热饮，你有糖吗？ Do you have sugar to make hot drinks for the mothers?
我去找找。 - 谢谢。 I'll go and see. - Thank you.
索菲亚 Zofia!
你还好吗？ Are you OK?
不怪你 It's not your fault.
你做了你必须做的。剩下的都是命运 You did what you had to do.The rest is destiny.
你知道。。 You know...
你做了很多不可能完成的事 not many could've done what you did.
甚至这么多怀孕的人可能造成慌乱 Even more qualified people would have panicked.
嬷嬷 Mom!
是什么？ -有人在这儿 What is it? - Someone's here.
上帝保佑你 God protect you.
我有一些糟糕的坏消息 I have some very bad news.
索菲亚修女死了 Sister Zofia is dead.
她昨天去世了。太遗憾了 She passed away yesterday. I'm sorry.
噢，上帝啊！ Oh, my God!
太遗憾了 I'm sorry.
索菲亚修女给孩子做了这些 Sister Zofia made these for the baby.
什么孩子？ What baby?
所有的孩子们都长大了 All my children are grown.
但是那个孩子。。 But the baby...
原谅我 Forgive me.
上帝保佑你 May God protect you.
嬷嬷，恳求您告诉我实情 Mother, I beseech you,tell me the truth.
What did you do with the child? 你对孩子们做了什么？
做了我必须做的 - 那是？ What I had to. - Meaning?
我让他皈依上帝 I entrusted him to God.
我不明白！ -不明白吗？ I don't understand! - You don't?
你相信上帝吗？ Don't you believe in Providence?
我相信 I do.
我相信那些孩子们也相信上帝 I believe it embraced those children.
你做了什么？ - 我做了我能做的！ What did you do? - What I could!
我想自己呆会儿，你出去吧！ I want to be alone! Get out!
出去！ Get out.
姐妹，我想伊莲娜正在分娩 Sister, I think Irena is giving birth.
加油 Make an effort.
不用担心 Don't be afraid.
再用一点劲 A little more.
就生下来了 It's coming.
使劲。。。 Keep pushing...
好的！ Yes!
姐妹，再加把劲，拜托 Sister, a little more, please.
就要生下来了 It's coming.
太蠢了。我想了好几天，你会忘了我的 It's silly. I keep thinking in a few days, you'll forget me.
我希望我能多说一些 I wish I could say as much.
你太伤感了 You're getting sentimental.
喝酒了吗？ -没有 Been drinking? - No.
太傻了， 可我还怕你会忘记我 It's silly,but I fear you'll forget me.
我们打赌 Let's bet on it.
来吗 Come on.
我可以进去吗？ May I butt in?
帮帮我们 Help us.
昨天晚上，我找到了困扰我的问题的答案 Last night, I found the answer to the question tormenting me.
什么问题？ What question?
我是一个母亲 I'm a mother.
我会一直是 I always will be.
他是我的孩子 He's my child.
他有被我爱的权利 He has a right to my love.
什么意思？ What does that mean?
那意味着我将换一个职业 It means I shall pursue my vocation differently.
上帝会指引我 God will guide me.
我欠你太多了 I owe you so much.
我不会忘记这些 I'll never forget that.
谢谢你 Thank you.
我有一个主意 I've had an idea.
姐妹。。。 Sisters...
嬷嬷。。。 Mother...
听我们说一分钟 Listen to us for a minute.
这些孤儿生活在街头 These orphans live on the streets.
你可以带他们进来 You could take them in.
这样，就没人问你这些孩子从哪儿来 That way, no one will wonder where your babies come from.
你可以留下他们，不需要担心 You can keep them and raise them without fear.
姐妹。。。 Sister...
但是我们的院长嬷嬷已经为孩子们找到家了 But our Mother has found families for all the babies.
是吗？ Haven't you?
院长嬷嬷，说啊，求您了 Mother, speak, please.
我已经愿意宽恕你的羞愧和耻辱 I wanted to spare you shame and dishonor.
我诅咒我自己以拯救你们 I damned myself to save you.
凶手。。。 Murderer...
谢谢 Thank you.
有烟吗? Got a cigarette?
请 -谢谢 Here. - Thank you.
你的孩子呢？ And your child?
他们会悉心照料他 They'll take good care of him.
我不知道下一步怎么做 I wouldn't have known how.
我想忘记所有 I want to forget all that.
我想活下来 I want to live.
3个月后 Three months later
院长嬷嬷。。。 Mother...
有什么需要效劳吗？ What can I do for you?
亲爱的玛提尔德, Dear Mathilde,
乌云在散去 The dark clouds have moved on.
阳光在照耀我们的天空, The sun shines brightly in our sky.
你会永远在我们的心里, And you are in our hearts.
也许还有其它的战争, Perhaps other wars will come.
其它的危险威胁到我们 Other dangers threaten us.
很快将会无法通信, It will soon be harder to write to each other.
但是无论何等的命运在前方, But whatever fate awaits us,
我已准备好去面对, I feel ready to face it.
我知道,即便你会嘲笑我 I know,even if it makes you laugh,
上帝指引你， that God sent you.
愿他相伴你的人生, May He accompany you in your trials
愿你永远快乐, and may you always be joyful.
你的，玛利亚, Yours, Maria.